Tuesday, May 12, 2020

ufff....my dreams

Often in life situation we forget our dream after kissing the vibrant rays of dawn. Sometimes, we even feel like we didn't dream at all, you know.... just a silent night when even eight hours of feels like the one of eight minutes. Ohh...., those are the hatest one, especially if you have to go to school or work soon after that. Nevertheless, some occasional dreams that hunt you even in day,(well not only the nightmares but also the sweetest one) are what concerns us the most. Warning, I am, so not here to discuss why that happens and, whether it is some sort of mystical signs or not or, how should we avoid that hampering  our everyday life but just to tell you my story and  to keep wondering on its own awful existence.

These days some sweet looking dreams are seizing not only my night hours but also a huge part of my early morning. Its not like I go to bed ...and wake up directly after ten hours of  sound sleep but,  with  little wakes up between the night probably caused by the effect of dreams in my body. And finally, whatsoever I dream at night, I begin thinking about those stuffs even in day times,  rationalizing and writing down  whether it could be in form of fictional stories or subtle poems.  In whatever ways,I spend all of my time on the dreams. Like the hangover after binge watching some Korean Dramas. 

It is irritating, it is funny, it is simple, it is mysterious, it is love, it is violence, it is childish, it is mature. Basically it is life but in subtle and messy form with not past and no future. When did dreams started having such profound effect in my life? Well ,I can't name a particular day for it is a steady and gradual process. And this my friend , is making me to miss my actual world changing day dreams which sometime made me wake all night and do intense hard work.

What I have concluded from  all these dreams and the process  ( just for a second for no conclusion can ever be made in such vague and  mysterical a topic) whether it is some sort of conscious or subconscious mental projection is that they are mythical realities extremely necessary for us to get rid of, though it is never ever ever......................possible to do so. So, lets have fun.

TO ALL THE DREAMERS.

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